Jehovah Shalom, The God who brings peace
You have created us intricately
We are known from long before our first gasp and are seen beyond our last ragged exhale
Every step and stage is known by you
In complexity and intricacy you have designed us and bear witness to our growth and development
Oh Curator of change who remains unchanging
We, the parents of those mysterious creatures called teens, ask humbly for an overflowing well of wisdom.
We, who journey with our young people
sometimes in step
sometimes elbowed off the path
sometimes in deep conversation
sometimes in silence
sometimes in emphatic exasperation
sometimes even in opposite directions
We are unpracticed, unstudied
Our uncoordinated stumbling and fumbling says both too much and too little
Balancing privacy and protection proves impossible
אֵל רֳאִי
You are the God who sees
Our failures
Our successes
Our fervent attempts at instruction and correction
Our sleepless nights and crowded days
Help us to be full of grace and forgiveness
Equip us with prudence lest we embitter our children
Remind us that You work in their lives despite our weakness and imperfection
As well as theirs
Cradle us when our arms are rejected
Hold us in our moments of frustration and desperation
Guide us, Shepherd of the lost ones and the found ones, as we learn to let go of control
and hold on to love
We are all your adolescents, and you perfectly,
Patiently
See us.
I remember those sleepless nights as I lay awake in utter anguish during those teen years and can testify that He did indeed cradle them in His arms – me too!!
I remember those sleepless nights as I lay awake in utter anguish during those teen years and can testify that He did indeed cradle them in His arms – me too!!
Love, Mom B
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